I wish I could turn back the time to the age of this little 7 years old naughty girl .......... That age when she was laughing out loud of the heart ........... When her greatest worry was how to convince her dad to let her play another couple of hours with her little friends ........... Her greatest anger when he refuses .......... Her greatest fear when she doesn't do her English homework ( writing Apple - book,..... Three times)..........Her greatest joy while watching Bogy & Tamam, Bo2loz or even playing Super Mario, yet never meeting the lost queen .......... Her free cherished spirit to do whatever pops-up to her mind without thinking............ Her belief that limits are not found ........... Her sharp & stubborn look to the future while she is riding her little Yellow bicycle and peddling so fast as if no body could ever win her even the air around ............. In fact I miss her smile of the heart, her innocent thoughts......... I miss playing, running,..... without thinking what people would say ?
Or may be I could turn it back to the age of 17 specially during studying in college .......... When we used not to attend our lectures and go out every now and then ......... When we used to wait for Winter to play under the rain ........... Or may be to the Valentine's Day to envy those couples while we are strenghtening our concept ( NO I WON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND) ...........When we have never felt sad, depressed,....... during those days coz simply our days were full of happiness and joy.
In fact I want to turn back the time and pause it at that age, when I didn't have anything to worry about specially what tomorrow will bring for you........... When I have nothing to fear of , or even to lose.......... To that time when you have all your beloved people without losing anyone..........When I couldn't undestand what ( cheat, betray, lie, stabbing your back,... mean ? .......... When I used to have many friends around and all of them are always there when you want to do anything coz simply there wasn't that word ( circumstances ) .......... IN FACT WHEN I WASN'T THAT ...... PERSON COZ SIMPLY THAT IS HOW LIFE GOES ?
Simply that is my wish ...... I Wish !
noha u cant imagine my feelings now ka2enk dakhlty gwaya we tal3ty ely feh we ro7ty katbahh
ReplyDeletei really miss this moments awyy :)
I'm nostalgic
ReplyDeletero7y ya ebnaty allah yebrkleky :-D
I love readin' ur posts
ReplyDelete@Saralona : I know 3shan keda katabtoh :))).
ReplyDelete@Dina: ro7y ya benty Allah yekremek :D.
@Haitham: Thanks Haitham, you are always welcomed here every now and then :).
Why do your posts give the impression " you arenot a happy person" ?
ReplyDeleteI'm still waiting for your reply!
ReplyDeleteDear Anonymous, First of all sorry for the delayed reply.
ReplyDeleteSince I have opened this blog, I wrote only Seven posts:
1) I'm back ....... To tell my friends I'm back and I was totally HAPPY.
2) My journey to China ....To describe what I have seen there and to criticize what I dislike about my country to make it much more better than any other country ..... ( UNSATISFIED yet not UNHAPPY).
3) Tooz ......To dedicate it to all the greedy and unfair people who think they are everything and others are nothing.... ( FRUSTRATED yet not related to HAPPINESS or sadness !
4) Life & Death .... Trying to advice people with what I felt when I lost one of my friends ( unhappy but for my great loss )!
5) You were ...... I wanted to dedicate it to a certain person who is now just a turned leaf in my life yet a lesson learnt.
6) Lesson Of The Day ..... Just a quote!
7) I wish ..... I just felt nostalgic and really missing my old happy innocent days and who is not missing those days in his/her life ?!
I hope you got my message. Anyway in my personal life I'm a cheerful person not that gloomy and unhappy one you thought :).
Thanks for passing by .. :)