I Wish ....

I wish I could turn back the time to the age of this little 7 years old naughty girl .......... That age when she was laughing out loud of the heart ........... When her greatest worry was how to convince her dad to let her play another couple of hours with her little friends ........... Her greatest anger when he refuses .......... Her greatest fear when she doesn't do her English homework ( writing Apple - book,..... Three times)..........Her greatest joy while watching Bogy & Tamam, Bo2loz or even playing Super Mario, yet never meeting the lost queen .......... Her free cherished spirit to do whatever pops-up to her mind without thinking............ Her belief that limits are not found ........... Her sharp & stubborn look to the future while she is riding her little Yellow bicycle and peddling so fast as if no body could ever win her even the air around ............. In fact I miss her smile of the heart, her innocent thoughts......... I miss playing, running,..... without thinking what people would say ?

Or may be I could turn it back to the age of 17 specially during studying in college .......... When we used not to attend our lectures and go out every now and then ......... When we used to wait for Winter to play under the rain ........... Or may be to the Valentine's Day to envy those couples while we are strenghtening our concept ( NO I WON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND) ...........When we have never felt sad, depressed,....... during those days coz simply our days were full of happiness and joy.

In fact I want to turn back the time and pause it at that age, when I didn't have anything to worry about specially what tomorrow will bring for you........... When I have nothing to fear of , or even to lose.......... To that time when you have all your beloved people without losing anyone..........When I couldn't undestand what ( cheat, betray, lie, stabbing your back,... mean ? .......... When I used to have many friends around and all of them are always there when you want to do anything coz simply there wasn't that word ( circumstances ) .......... IN FACT WHEN I WASN'T THAT ...... PERSON COZ SIMPLY THAT IS HOW LIFE GOES ?

Simply that is my wish ...... I Wish !

Life & Death !

Day by Day, time passes away ........ Yet we still fight, hate, hurt, envy, cheat, ...... each other. Yet we still have words unsaid, love unexpressed and promises under-delivered!

We live like we will never die. We put off everything till further notice, while we never know whether we still have this coming tomorrow or NOT!

HELLO! your final destination is (DEATH), yeah death and BTW it might be after 5 min, YOU NEVER KNOW!

Life is too SHORT w MESH MESTAHLA asln to be wasted in useless things and negative emotions. If you love someone, just tell him/her. If you have words unsaid, just say it from the heart. If you can help anyone, come on just go for it and save lives. Carve your fingerprint in this life with your positive impact on other's lives and FORGIVE other's.

Try to make Your life= 3esha bema yordy Allah + Positive change in other's life + Happy moments with your beloved ones.

P.S: Someone I know wrote before " to love something very much, you have to realize that you might lose it one day". Take care of what you have before it is too late......

P.S.S: May your soul rest in peace Inshaa- Allah ya Amira! AMEN...